24: Metis Eats
In his house
Master has books, almighty
to the sky. Mythos, they say.
My feet tell me his rug is not like the grass, was not like the stairs,
the smooth wood, not like the ground, his breath, not like the wind,
his mouth, no flower. There is nothing like my winged flight, the speed
of my belly, the curl of my black hair. My dirty body. His fleshy hands.
If one mind has in it the world,
how do you stay out its mouth, avoid words?
Little cotton clouds is everywhere out the window. His eyes, so high.
My back tells me the rug is just as flat and hard as his weight upon us.
Wetted and taken,
too late to think I should not be up here
to the sky. I
leave myself looking for a new life in me, some new reason; is there a servant
to this moment, is there more a servant than me? He thrusts
my skin aside, casts me down, but I am in his mind.
All those words, faces above me
wrapped in soft turns, bound and glued to their stories; I lie
beneath him, them. In any conversation,
I can imagine, the words break on those faces and fall back into me. I am
this entire story. Up the stairs,
and from me
comes another so wise. A fierce creation of her
will split his world
and she will arrive fully written, armored
by his own skull, wearing his finest thought
as mantle.
My Athena, his hungry creation, will remain the great headache
until he learns to love her.